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29 March 2007 @ 08:05 am
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Addison lay in bed, since Derek had left to pick up Nancy and she had sent Mark to cool off because she couldn't put up with the mood he was in right now. They had tried to keep it quiet but knew it was already around the hospital because anything about Addison never stays quiet for long.

As she played with the cover she was sat on, sick of the stirrups the resident OB had put her in. Looking at the door as she heard it open, she noticed Meredith stood, raising an eyebrow at her waiting for her to speak.
 
 
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meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 03:35 pm (UTC)
Meredith bit her lip and stepped inside the room, closing the door behind her. Mer stood there not really knowing if it was okay for her to walk farther in or if Addison wanted her to leave. So for now Meredith would stand there, waiting.

"I just came to check up on you and to tell you how truelly sorry I am." Meredith was fighting back her tears. There was no need for her to cry in front of Addison.
dr_addison_f_m on March 29th, 2007 03:42 pm (UTC)
Addison's face softened as she heard the intern speak. Sure she had almost placed women in the position she was in right now but that was mostly during labor because she thought she could push them. Taking a deep as she bit the inside of her lip.

"I'm fine. For the moment, I'm just scared about the surgery." Addison admitted as she played with the frayed edges of the blanket.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 03:47 pm (UTC)
Meredith nodded understandingly. Mer took a step closer to Addison but didn't bother sitting or getting comfortable for Mer was sure Addison would kick her out at somepoint.

"I've been doing research about your surgery and I'm not saying that it won't be painful but if all goes well, which I'm sure it will having Nancy, you should be healthy and back to normal, and so should your baby, within a couple of weeks." Meredith looked away and then back at Addison. Mer wished Addie saw how much she was trying to make what she did right, if that was even possible.

"I am very sorry Addison. I never meant to do this!"
dr_addison_f_m on March 29th, 2007 03:56 pm (UTC)
Addison looked back at Meredith, she knew the intern didn't mean to do it and it was partly Addison's fault. They were wrong on both sides. "It's my fault. I started it. I can't remember who started the yelling as most of it is a blur. I'm sorry." Addison pointed out. It wasn't far that Meredith took all the blame on herself.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 04:04 pm (UTC)
Meredith shook her head and bit her lip as hard as she could to stop the tears from coming. It had been Meredith's fault that this happened. Addison hadn't been wrong at all. It was Meredith's fault. The sad thing is that Mer could barley live with herself at the moment.

"It's not your fault. I hurt you and the baby and now I'm pretty sure I've lost the only person I've ever loved." Meredith quickly whipped her eyes as they were starting to tear up.
dr_addison_f_m on March 29th, 2007 04:20 pm (UTC)
Addison looked at Meredith, if she could hug the intern she could but the fact her legs were in the stirrups didn't help. "Can you kind move up the top end of the bed. I don't know how much the covers are covering." Addison smiled as she leaned back against the bed and looked at the intern. She wanted to try and lighten the mood since people crying made her cry at the moment.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 04:26 pm (UTC)
Meredith nodded and moved to the top of the bed, upon the attendings request. Mer smiled a small smile. "The covers cover no worries! And if you'd like I can get you another blanket. Tell me what to do and I'll do it!" Meredith would do anything to fix the situation, as akward as it was.
dr_addison_f_m on March 29th, 2007 04:33 pm (UTC)
Addison looked at the intern, glad that a small smile was on her face. "I'm not going to get chocolate or ice cream out of you either so I'm not even going to try." Addison told the intern. Mark and Derek had had to put up with her eating any chocolate which was her thing when she was in pain.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 04:35 pm (UTC)
Meredith laughed. She didn't want to blame Addison for what was wrong and what had happened so the least she could do was smile, even if it killed her inside. She would have to deal.

"Maybe a piece or two" said Meredith. She felt horrible and would do anything to see Addison forgive her.
dr_addison_f_m on March 29th, 2007 04:43 pm (UTC)
Addison looked at the intern with hopeful and glad eyes. She just needed a piece. She hadn't eaten chocolate or drank coco for days and now they were taking it away from her.

"You think you could get it past the nurses?" Addison pointed out, having a feeling that either/both Mark and Derek had told the nurses to keep chocolate/food out of her room.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 04:50 pm (UTC)
Meredith laughed and nodded. "I may just be an intern but I bet I can get a piece in. If it's going to mess up the surgery or anything like that then I won't! But if it's fine then it's fine!"
dr_addison_f_m on March 29th, 2007 04:53 pm (UTC)
"It won't. They just don't like giving food out before surgeries." Addison pointed out as she sunk down in the bed but sat back up as her legs twisted in the stirrups. She wasn't in them that much but you would have thought she would have worked them out by now.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 04:55 pm (UTC)
Meredith nodded and left the room for a moment. When she came back she had a piece of chocolate wrapped in a paper towel. "Never tell!" said Meredith "I don't wnat to loose my job on top of everything else! Hey can I ask you a favor?"
dr_addison_f_m on March 29th, 2007 05:00 pm (UTC)
Addison looked at Meredith and smiled as she knew it was chocolate in her hand. "I won't tell, I promise." Looking up at the intern with a raised eyebrow at her question. She didn't know what the favor would be, but she really couldn't do much right now. "Yes. Sure. Go ahead." Addison told the intern, shrugged as she pushed herself up the bed.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 05:05 pm (UTC)
Meredith took a deep breath and swallowed a few times before continuing and asking Addison her question. "Is there any way you could talk to Derek? Convince him I'm not a horrible person. I just think that he wants it to be over because of what was done and I'd probably kill myself if I lost him" Meredith knew it was akward to ask Addison that but anyway she could get her Derek back!
dr_addison_f_m on March 29th, 2007 05:14 pm (UTC)
Addison looked at the intern and couldn't help but laughing. It really wasn't funny but it proved that Meredith didn't know everything about Derek. "Derek the kind of guy who doesn't hurt people. He never hurt me, not on purpose anyway, not the way I hurt him. I don't need to tell him." Addison explained to Meredith as she took a deep breathed and played with the wedding rings on her finger that she put on last night to hurt Mark.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 05:17 pm (UTC)
Meredith nodded and smiled at Addison. She wished one day that the two of them could be friends. They weren't all that different if you thought about it.

"Yeah, you're right. Thank you Addison." Meredith smiled and sat in the chair that was behind her. It was only a matter of time before she couldn't stand anymore.
dr_addison_f_m on March 29th, 2007 05:25 pm (UTC)
Addison looked at the intern realizing she still had the chocolate in her hand. The idea wasn't that Meredith held the chocolate and just let Addison get the smell it gave off, what made it worse was that Addison knew it was her favorite chocolate just by the smell. "So can I have the chocolate?" Addison asked, raising her eyebrows at the intern.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 05:27 pm (UTC)
Meredith jumped up slightly and then nodded. "Oh, yeah. Here" she handed Addison the chocolate. "I hope you like it"
dr_addison_f_m on March 29th, 2007 05:34 pm (UTC)
Addison smiled as she took the chocolate of the intern, checking that neither Derek or Mark were going to turn up but knew as soon as Derek was going to turn up she would end up hearing Nancy first. Unwrapping the chocolate her eyes lit up.

"Like it is an understatement. This was 'the' chocolate when I had a bad day in New York." Addison pointed out, as she took a bite and closed her eyes, trying to remember the taste in her mouth.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 07:13 pm (UTC)
Meredith smiled glad that Addison liked her treat. She just hoped Addison really wouldn't tell anyone about this. Mer didn't need more people on her ass then she already had.

"Glad you like it!" said Meredith in a cheerful tone. "So do you think maybe when this is all over you and I could go out for a drink. More like I drink you have ginger ale or whatever."
dr_addison_f_m on March 29th, 2007 07:30 pm (UTC)
Addison smiled at the interns happy tone and what she said. "Ginger ale sounds great." Addison told Meredith with a smile but closed her eyes as a quick shot of pain rushed through her body, which wasn't made better by the stirrups.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 07:36 pm (UTC)
Meredith noticed Addison close her eyes and realized it was most likely the pain. "More pain?" Meredith read over Addison's chart and wanted to make sure everything could wait for Nancy to get there. "Mind if I take a look? Just to make sure everything is okay"
dr_addison_f_m on March 29th, 2007 07:47 pm (UTC)
Addison opened her eyes and looked at the intern through the pain. "Yeah, it's not like everyone else hasn't seen every part of me." Addison closed her eyes again, taking deep breaths while gripping onto the sheets under her.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 07:50 pm (UTC)
Meredith looked under the sheet. Everything seemed to be exactly the same. "Everything looks okay" said Meredith "It may just be nerves and stress. Try and relax if you can"
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