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27 March 2007 @ 09:10 pm
Later that night. Derek and Meredith  
It had been a couple hours since the incident between Addison and Meredith. Meredith didn't mean to hurt Addison yet Addison was in the other room in pain. If Meredith knew that that was going to happen Mer would have let Addison pull her hair and would have never striked back. Nancy still hadn't arrived yet. The plane alone took about three to four hours so Nancy wasn't expected for another hour or so. Meredith was in the hallway crying. She felt horrible. What she did to Addison. What this would do to Derek if the baby was lost. Meredith couldn't forgive herself. In the hallway Meredith let tear after tear fall down the sides of her face. Just then she looked up and saw Derek there.
 
 
 
drshepherd on March 28th, 2007 10:37 am (UTC)
Derek left Mark and Addison alone for a little. He wanted to go see the Chief. Not only to give an update, though there wasn't much of one. Derek just needed a place to calm down. And Richard helped cal him down slightly. As Derek walked out of Richard's office and down the hallway. Derek saw Meredith and it seemed like she was crying. "Hi." Derek said as he smiled softly, though it was more of a fake smile.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 28th, 2007 02:37 pm (UTC)
Meredith quickly rubbed her eyes to try and wipe away all the tears she could. Mer knew Derek would be mad. She couldn't blame him. After all what Meredith did wasn't okay. When Mer looked up at Derek she could see his smile was fake, When you know and love someone with all your heart you know when that person is faking anything!

"Hi." said Mer. She then stood up and took a step closer to Derek. "I am so sorry Derek. I love you and I never meant to do this. Never! I just hope you still love me" Meredith shrugged one shoulder and looked deeply into Derek's eyes.
drshepherd on March 28th, 2007 06:28 pm (UTC)
Derek nodded his head and looked down as he put his hands into his lab coat pockets. "I know you never meant to hurt Addison or my child, but you did." Derek replied as he glanced at Meredith. "But now I'm scared as hell. Not only scared of what may happen to the baby but also what may happen to Addison." Derek told Meredith as he walked over to the wall and leaned against it. He knows his sister will do the best she could, but who knows what will happen afterwards.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 04:20 am (UTC)
Meredith sighed and put her face in her hands. She wanted so much to take back what had happened. Addison had started the whole thing but Meredith had hurt Addison and possibly the baby. Meredith felt horrible about herself. In this moment, she actually hated herself. Mer just hoped Derek didn't hate her as well.

"Nancy will do everything she can! She's one of the best and she'll fix what's wrong with Addison. It is a tougher surgery since Addison is pregnant but if all goes well the baby and Addison should be well and back to normal within a week" Meredith had done her reasearch. She wanted to make sure all was being done for Addison as possible.

"So where do we stand?" asked Meredith to Derek. She hoped all would be alright although she didn't know what to expect out of Derek in this moment.
drshepherd on March 29th, 2007 10:38 am (UTC)
Derek nodded his head. "I know Nancy is one of the best, she far up on the list just like Addison." Derek replied, looking away. He knew the surgery. He doesn't know how to preform if but he knows it. He knows almost every one of Addison's surgery's because they always would tell each other their surgery's when they were married.

"Right now... I don't know." Derek told Meredith as he looked back up at her. Of course he still loved Meredith but he didn't know what to do. "Just give me some time." Derek added.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 03:31 pm (UTC)
Meredith knew Derek would need time she just wondered how much time. The last time it was a week and a half before anything happened and Mer was sure it would be longer this time. Meredith just hoped Derek knew that she was trully sorry and that she never meant to do this and that she would do anything to be okay with Derek, Mark, and Addison.

"Sure, time. I just want you to know that you mean the world to me and I am truelly sorry" Meredith looked at Derek and took his face in her hands. "I love you I'm so sorry. I can't live without you. I just hope you won't make me"
drshepherd on March 29th, 2007 06:37 pm (UTC)
Derek nodded his head slightly. "I know." Derek replied as he placed his hands on top of Meredith's, taking her hands off of his face. "I'm not saying that I don't love you, I just don't know. I've got way to much on my mind now." Derek told Meredith as he let go of her hands. "Once this is all over then we will have this discussion again." Derek added as he looked away from Meredith.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 07:08 pm (UTC)
Meredith sighed when he let go of her hands. She couldn't help but think what if that's the last time he'll ever hold my hands? That, however, did not make her as sad as Derek looking away. She just wished Ben frickin' Franklin would have also made a time machine while he was at it. That would make life easier. In this sense of course.

"Okay. I am sorry. Just know how sorry I am. And also know that I love you more then I've ever loved anyone. Including my parents and Cristina." Mer hoped that would give Derek the picture that if they were over it was her life that was over.
drshepherd on March 29th, 2007 07:21 pm (UTC)
"I know how sorry you are." Derek told Meredith as he looked back at her. "You've told me a million times." Derek added, looking into Meredith's eye. Besides Meredith telling him that she's sorry, Derek could as see that her eyes were full of sorrow. "We will talk later, okay?" Derek asked.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 07:25 pm (UTC)
Meredith nodded and gave Derek a smile. "Sounds good. I have to go check up on Addison do you know when Nancy should be here?!" Meredith hoped soon Addison couldn't wait too much longer before she needed the surgery!
drshepherd on March 29th, 2007 07:30 pm (UTC)
Derek nodded his head. "I'm going to pick her up in about a half and hour. She should be here in an hour." Derek told Meredith. Glad that Nancy would be here soon and able to do the surgery. "I just have to get Richard to book an OR and make sure no one takes it." Derek added.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 07:33 pm (UTC)
Meredith nodded as Derek spoke. "I can book the OR. You should go pick up Nancy. I can book the OR and close off the gallery and scrub room. Only certain people would be allowed. I don't mind doing it you should go soon anyways."
drshepherd on March 29th, 2007 07:36 pm (UTC)
"Okay, thanks." Derek replied. It was nice of Meredith to do that for me. "Only scrub nurses, Mark, me, Richard if he wants and you can be in the OR or in the Scrub room." Derek told Meredith, he didn't want too many people in there and he guess Addison felt the same way. "I'll see you later." Derek said as he smiled softly, turning around and walking away from Meredith, down the hallway.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 29th, 2007 07:38 pm (UTC)
Meredith smiled and nodded. "Bye Derek" she said as he walked away. Meredith then left to book the OR. After that she went to check up on Addison