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25 March 2007 @ 10:34 pm
Derek was lying on one of the beds in the on call room. He had some free time and he needed some sleep. He checked up on all of his patients and he didn't have another surgery for over another hour or so. Which gave him some time to relax, maybe even catch up on some sleep. He needed the sleep. Derek was tired but he never let it get in the way of work or surgery's. During surgery he's always wide awake and alert, thats what makes him a good surgeon.

All Derek needed was just some time to relax or sleep, be alone. Away from the hospital. But he knew the second he would fall asleep his pager would go off or someone would burst in through the door because they needed him. It always happened. Thats why he can never sleep when he's working or even on call. It's just impossible because he always gets interrupted no matter what. Except he doesn't mind getting interrupted by Meredith, she's the only person who can interrupt him at any time and will not get in trouble for it. Because he loves her with his whole heart.

Derek looked down at his pager. Hoping and praying that it wouldn't go off. Derek looked up then closed his eyes. He kept his eyes closed, debating whether to try to go to sleep or just lay there and relax. He decided to just lay there and relax.
Current Location: On Call Room
meredithhhhhhhh on March 26th, 2007 03:27 pm (UTC)
Meredith had been going from patient to patient making sure they got their meds, telling them when their surgeries were scheduled, and delivering labs. She was on scut but Bailey settled for letting her do a little bit more. Every other intern was in a surgery, and a cool one at that. Usually Meredith would be in on one of the cool surgeries. Today just didn't seem like her day.

Once she was done with all her duties she decided to try and get some sleep. There was nothing else to do. She had given all her patients everything she was told to and even discharged a few patients that weren't her own. She wouldn't get in trouble for it because the patients needed to be discharged and she was the only one there to do it.

Walking into one of the on call rooms Meredith quietly shut the door behind her. She didn't notice right off the bat that her knight in shining whatever was laying there on a bed. Derek, there are no words to describe how much Meredith loves Derek. There just isn't.

Meredith walked over to Derek and placed herself in his arms, laying down beside him. "Hi" she said hoping he wasn't asleep. "It's me"
drshepherd on March 26th, 2007 08:18 pm (UTC)
As Derek was laying in bed, he heard the door open. He was hoping that it wasn't some emergency. He didn't bother to see who it was. He hoped that maybe whoever it was they didn't need him right away. He was too comfortable and on the verge of falling asleep.

As Derek felt someone in his arms, he knew right away it was Meredith. He opened his eyes slowly to see Meredith in his arms. [b]"Hey."[/b] Derek replied softly as he kissed the top of Meredith's head. [b]"How are you?"[/b] Derek asked as he looked down at her

He hoped she wasn't tired, like him. Then again if she was they could catch up on sleep together. Which Derek needed sleep, and most likely she needed the sleep like him. Unless she caught up on sleep during her other breaks. Who knows.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 26th, 2007 08:33 pm (UTC)
Meredith smiled and lightly blushed at the touch of his lips to her forhead. She loved those lips. They always knew exactly the place to kiss and when to kiss it. As Meredith placed herself into his arms and got comfortable she answered his question.

"I'm exhausted yet somehow not too tierd." Meredith shrugged unsure of how that worked exactly. "How are you?"
drshepherd on March 26th, 2007 08:47 pm (UTC)
Derek nodded his head. [b]"Tired a little, but otherwise good."[/b] Derek replied as he smiled. Of course he was tired, every doctor in the hospital is always tired no matter what, long shifts could do that to a person. Especially surgeons. [b]"Hows work? Bailey working you hard?"[/b] Derek asked. Hoping that her day was going well.

He knew that Bailey could make her interns work hard. They didn't call her The Nazi for nothing. Derek looked down at Meredith and slowly ran his hands through her hair as he smiled.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 26th, 2007 09:00 pm (UTC)
Meredith nodded. Bailey did work her interns hard. Anytime she found any one of them sitting she'd glare and they'd know that was the Get back to work face Bailey made. After all they were interns. Bottom of the Surgical Food Chain. Nobodies. Meredith was a nobody in the hospital.

"I'm on lab delivering scut duty. Everyone else is in surgery. What about you? I see you finally got time to sleep!"
drshepherd on March 26th, 2007 10:45 pm (UTC)
"Sorry." Derek replied with a small soft smile. He hated doing scut as an intern along with labs. But scut was the worst. He always tried to get out of it but never could. At times he tried switching with Addison or Mark, but they would never switch. They hated scut as much as he did. "My day has been good." Derek told Meredith, still smiling

"Yea finally. I've already had three surgery's and I have one in an hour or so." Derek added. Derek rarely got time to sleep, let alone relax. There were always brain injury's. Whether it was a tumor, seizers or gunshots.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 26th, 2007 10:51 pm (UTC)
Meredith made a face showing Derek she was sorry he got literally no sleep at all. Meredith took Derek's hand in hers and kissed it lightly. She then kissed his cheek, then his neck, and now his lips.

"I...love...you" said Meredith between kisses. "I have a question" Meredith said in a serious tone. "Whats the status with you and your wife?"
drshepherd on March 26th, 2007 10:55 pm (UTC)
Derek smiled as Meredith kissed his hand, cheek and his neck. Derek kissed Meredith back softly. "I love you too." Derek replied in between kisses. He was hoping that Meredith would ask about Addison, since he really didn't know their status. Derek shrugged his shoulder. "I think we are getting a divorce." Derek told Meredith. Derek and Addison hadn't talked much about it but divorce did come up in there conversation.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 27th, 2007 01:09 am (UTC)
Meredith kissed Derek passionatly now that he said that him and his wife were getting a divorce. Of course Meredith was happy about that Derek and her were getting a real chance now.

"That's good isn't it?!"
drshepherd on March 27th, 2007 01:36 am (UTC)
Derek kissed Meredith back but then pulled away. "Yea it is, I just need to sign them and for them to be finalized." Derek told Meredith as he nodded his head. Derek was happy that Addison and him were planning on a divorce. Their marriage didn't work out. Even though it was partly Derek fault, it just didn't work out and Addison sleeping with Mark didn't make it better.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 27th, 2007 01:42 am (UTC)
Meredith hugged Derek and put her head on his shoulder. Being in his embrace was amazing. She never wanted him to let go. "I was thinking" said Meredith "I made you a key." Meredith meant to her house. Derek was over there all the time anyways now he could get in on his own if he ever forgot anything. He wouldn't have to use the hidden, or not so hidden, key that was next to the door mat in a small box.
drshepherd on March 27th, 2007 01:50 am (UTC)
Derek smiled and wrapped his arms around Meredith, taking in the scent of her hair. It was lavender like always. "Oh did you?" Derek asked as he looked down at Meredith. He spent a lot of time at Meredith's house so it wasn't a surprise that she made a key for him. "So now I can come over when ever and surprise you." Derek said as he smiled softly
meredithhhhhhhh on March 27th, 2007 01:56 am (UTC)
Meredith nodded happy to see that he didn't freak out. Derek was different then anyone else. He cared so much and never seemed to be afraid. That was good. Meredith needed someone like that and boy was she happy to have found one.

"I need to tell you something." Meredith decided to tell him about the false positive pregnancy test.

"I took a pregnancy test a month ago it was positive. I took another two they were both negetive. I'm not pregnant but I wanted you to know that the baby would have been Finn's. I slept with him once. I just felt like I should tell you. I don't know I felt like I was holding something inside that was hurting me somehow. Callie said I shouldn't tell you but I think I should have right?"
drshepherd on March 27th, 2007 02:08 am (UTC)
Derek looked at Meredith, slightly confused. He wasn't sure what she had to say. "Okay." Derek replied, waiting for her news or whatever she needed to tell him. Derek nodded his head. "If you were pregnant, would you of still chosen me over Finn?" Derek asked, dying to know if that would of changed her decision.

"It was the right thing to do by telling me." Derek said as he smiled. Even though it would have been Finn's baby not Derek. He still had a right to know about it. But if Meredith hadn't told him then it wouldn't of matter. If she told him twenty years from now, he would get all mad and pissed off about it because it was in the past.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 27th, 2007 02:14 am (UTC)
Meredith bit her fingernail for a minute thinking about the answer to Derek's question. She didn't what she would have done but she knew that she wouldn't have had that baby.

"Finn would have wanted the baby. I don't want a child now. I wouldn't have had the baby. I think I would have choosen you. I like him. But I love you. Plus how can I say no to you. I've never stopped loving you. That's blatently obvious." After all it was. Meredith fell in love with Derek immediatly. Everyone in the hospital, and a few people out, knew that.
drshepherd on March 27th, 2007 02:22 am (UTC)
Derek nodded his head. A small smile appeared on his face when Meredith said she only liked Finn, never loved Finn only Derek. And that she never stopped loving him. Derek never stopped loving Meredith, but he also loved Addison for the time period that she came to Seattle. At first Derek thought he would never love Addison again after Derek found Addison and Mark in bed. But when they tried working on their marriage. Derek's feelings for Addison came back, but his feelings for Meredith never left his heart. "I never stopped loving you." Derek admitted as he smiled softly at her.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 27th, 2007 02:26 am (UTC)
Meredith was shocked to hear this. She thought when that perfect wife of his showed up that his feelings for her left and that he was just screwing with her emotions when he would flirt and smile. She never thought that he actually loved her for all that time. She just felt like it was the big guy upstairs's way of touturing her some more.

"Really? I always figured you were just screwing with me and that you loved your wife."
drshepherd on March 27th, 2007 02:32 am (UTC)
Derek shook his head. "No,not at all." Derek replied as he smiled softly. Sure when they met at the Joe's and had a once night stand. Derek never thought he would see her again. You normally don't see your one night stands after a one night stand. But this was different. They did see each other again. "I left Addison because I was mad and I actually did loose most of my love for her." Derek admitted as he looked away. After a moment, Derek turned his attention back to Meredith. "I love you since day one, even though I was still married. I didn't tell you that I was married because even though Addison and I weren't divorced. I considered that our marriage was over." Derek explained to Meredith.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 27th, 2007 02:38 am (UTC)
Meredith looked away this time. "I was pretty mad about that you know" after all she had a right to be mad. The man she fell in love with had a wife. Of course she was over that by now but it still had caused her pain. "That doesn't matter now. I love you." she looked back at Derek and kissed him quickly.
drshepherd on March 27th, 2007 02:41 am (UTC)
Derek nodded his head. "I know." Derek replied in a soft voice. He knew she would be mad, any person would be mad and Meredith had the right to be mad. But he also knew that if he told her that he was married, Meredith might of never given Derek a chance and she would of never fallen in love with him. "Your right, it doesn't matter."Derek said, agreeing with Meredith then kissing her back and pulling away slowly. "... Because I love you too." Derek stated as he smiled.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 27th, 2007 02:45 am (UTC)
Meredith smiled and kissed Derek for longer this time. She had wondered what would happen to the two of them when Derek's marriage finally ended. Finally being a key word here. Meredith had been hoping and waiting for that marriage to end and here it was ending. "What happens to us when you get divorced? I mean, do we just stay the way we are and continue our lives or does something happen?"
drshepherd on March 27th, 2007 02:49 am (UTC)
Derek shrugged his shoulders. Slightly confused at Meredith's question. "When Addison and my divorce is finalized, that's it. No more Addison and Derek." Derek replied, hoping thats what Meredith wanted to her. "Just you and me." Derek added as he smiled. Once the divorced it finalized Derek and Meredith can be together again. This time they don't have to worry about Addison.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 27th, 2007 02:52 am (UTC)
Meredith nodded. Somehow what he said didn't please her. It certainly should have but it didn't. "Good, yeah. Just you and me." Meredith smiled and looked away confused at why she wasn't has happy as she though she'd be.
drshepherd on March 27th, 2007 10:40 am (UTC)
Derek tilted his head to the side. He wasn't sure why Meredith wasn't as happy as he thought she would be. "Whats wrong." Derek asked as he began rubbing Meredith's shoulder slightly. He thought thats what she wanted. Derek wanted it too, but he though Meredith would be more happy about the divorce between Addison and Derek.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 27th, 2007 02:40 pm (UTC)
Meredith looked back at Derek and kissed him, gently. She then shook her head, "Nothing love, I'm happy you're getting divorced, I am. I'm just a little tierd that's all" So Mer lied a litttle. I mean, she was tierd but that wasn't what was bothering her. She didn't know waht was bothering her. She hoped Derek wouldn't ask, "My mother," Meredith having another serious tone in her voice. "Is getting sicker and sicker. She's not going to live for much longer"
drshepherd on March 27th, 2007 02:52 pm (UTC)
Derek smiled softly against Meredith's lips. Derek nodded his head. "I'm happy too, and a little tired." Derek replied, still smiling softly then kissing Meredith's cheek. He knew something else was wrong, but he wasn't sure what. He knew if it was important that Meredith would tell him sooner or later. Or when she feels it's right to tell him. "I know. Thats why you should spend as much time with her as possible." Derek told Meredith as he stroked her arm gently.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 27th, 2007 02:56 pm (UTC)
Meredith nodded knowing Derek was right. She should spend as much time possible with her world renown mother. Meredith wished her mother knew who she was. It was like Meredith didn't exsist to her mother. It was just hard. "I want to but it's hard when she doesn't even know who I am. Is there any treatment to give her a little bit more time?" Meredith hoped there was but knew there wasn't a big chance that there would be a way to save her mother.
drshepherd on March 27th, 2007 03:01 pm (UTC)
Derek nodded his head. "I know it's hard since she doesn't remember you. But you just have to tell her everyday that your her daughter." Derek replied to Meredith as he smiled softly. He knew it's hard for Meredith. Also Meredith kept her mother's condition from everyone, but then told Derek. The same day Addison came to Seattle. Derek shook his head. "As far as I know, there's no treatment right now." Derek told Meredith, his smile turning to a small frown. Knowing that Meredith really wished for a new treatment.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 27th, 2007 03:13 pm (UTC)
Meredith nodded knowing that would be the answer to come out of Derek's mouth. She wished so much that there was a treatment. Then maybe her mother and her could start over. After all they'd been through so much and Mer's mom had damaged Meredith more then i'm sure she imagined. Meredith wanted Derek to meet her mother as Derek not as the brain surgeon but she knew Derek wouldn't go for that so she didn't even say anything about it. "Yeah, I know. I just wish there was"
drshepherd on March 27th, 2007 03:21 pm (UTC)
"I know. I wish there was too." Derek replied in a soft voice. He wished that there were a bunch of treatments, not only for Meredith's mother but for other's too. Maybe one day there will be treatments, for all kinds of disease's and what not. "I have a suggestion." Derek said as he kissed Meredith's cheek again. "How about we lay here together and stay here till you get paged or until I have to go into surgery." Derek suggested in a soft whisper. Just wanting to stay with Meredith.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 27th, 2007 03:27 pm (UTC)
Meredith nodded wanting to stay in Derek's arms. Her pager, and his, went off at the same time. They both looked down to see that it was Addison. Meredith looked at Derek and shrugged. She got up and then Derek did. She kissed Derek for a longer time. It was a passionate kiss. "Should we go?"
drshepherd on March 27th, 2007 03:31 pm (UTC)
Derek sat up slightly and looked at his pager. He slammed his head back down on the pillow, then kissing Meredith back. Not wanting to pull his lips away from hers. He also didn't want to leave. "Yea, otherwise she going to keep paging us." Derek replied, not happy with the fact they got interrupted. He also had no idea what Addison wanted from the both of them.
meredithhhhhhhh on March 27th, 2007 03:35 pm (UTC)
Meredith nodded she needed a minute before she wanted to leave. She told Derek she'd be there in a minute or two and that he should go ahead. He did. Meredith was very confused at what Addison would want from the two of them. Honestly she was scared.