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05 April 2007 @ 02:28 pm
Derek sat in his office. Thinking and thinking. Some tears still rolled down his cheeks but he was able to control them. He was so attach to the baby even though he didn't know that he was going to be a father for too long. Derek debated over and over again if he should talk to Meredith. He knew she's sorry. But it was just hard to forgive her or even to talk to her. It was hard for him. He wasn't sure what to say and he could forgive Meredith that easily. Derek decided to page Meredith to his office. He sat at his desk, with his elbows leaning against the desk and his head hanging forward. He didn't know what he was going to say. He had nothing planned, he hoped he would think of something before she came.

As Derek was sitting at his desk he began crying. He couldn't hold it it, it was difficult. Even though he laid with Addison, it made him feel slightly better. He hoped she felt better too. Laying with Addison made Derek a bit closer to her even though their in the process of getting a divorce, it didn't matter. Derek wiped his eyes dry before hearing a knock on the door. "Come in." Derek said as he sat up straight.
 
 
03 April 2007 @ 03:42 pm
After emerging from Addison's room, Callie leaned aganist the wall just outside, trying to catch her breath. Her world was falling to pieces. Addison hated her over something so very dumb. She got that she was hurting from losing the baby and all, but damn.

Without bothering to change from her scrubs, Callie jolted from the hospital and over to Joe's. The rain drenched her even though it was a short walk.

She took a seat at the bar, "G&T Joe."
 
 
02 April 2007 @ 05:41 pm
Derek was lying in an empty on call room. He left Meredith to get away. He need some space especially from her. Derek was so upset, you can tell the moment you looked at him. Tears filled his eyes. He couldn't get over that Addison lost the baby. Nancy tried comforting him but it didn't work. And Addison didn't want to see Derek or Mark, but Derek wanted to sit with Addison. He felt like he needed to be there with her. Derek tried calming himself down but he couldn't. He was too upset. He was looking forward to being a father. In the same day he found out that he was going be be a father, then later to find out he wasn't. It was too much for him to handle. He was over joyed to find out Addison was pregnant, even though they weren't together. He was still happy.

Derek was almost asleep when his pager went off, he grumbled hoping it wasn't Meredith. out of all people he couldn't deal with her right now. He looked down to see it was Addison who was paging him. Derek sluggishly got up from the bed and left the on call room. He headed to Addison's room. Derek opened the door and walked in. He closed the door behind him and leaned against it, wiping his eyes constantly. Derek had trouble looking at Addison, it made him feel worst be he knew he had to. "Ho... How are.... you?" Derek asked, still wiping the tears. He walk over to Addison's side and pulled up a chair, sitting down he looked up at Addison.
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Addison lay in the bed after surgery, Nancy had explained to her everything that had happened. How they had Addison under for longer as they tried to save everything they could but Nancy knew it was better just to give up and abort the baby surgically. She explained that all the stress that Addison's body had just piled on top of each other and the cat fight with 'The slutty intern' (Nancy's words) had just topped everything off and if hadn't happened then, it was going to happen anyway.

Addison had asked Derek and Mark to leave her alone as she really didn't want to see anyone who could ever get her pregnant in her room, in a tone that proved she wasn't to be messed with. Sitting in the bed, with dried tears stuck to her face. She couldn't cry anymore. She felt empty and numb. She could feel anything except the pain from the surgery.

Hearing the door open, she didn't even bother to look at who it was. She didn't want to move, she had lost the one thing she wanted most in the world. She knew Derek and Mark would be struggling but she didn't want to be around either of them.

Waiting for the person who had opened the door to speak, she just looked at the celling, tears pooling in her eyes again.
 
 
Current Location: Addison's hospital room
Current Mood: numbnumb
 
 
29 March 2007 @ 08:05 am
Addison lay in bed, since Derek had left to pick up Nancy and she had sent Mark to cool off because she couldn't put up with the mood he was in right now. They had tried to keep it quiet but knew it was already around the hospital because anything about Addison never stays quiet for long.

As she played with the cover she was sat on, sick of the stirrups the resident OB had put her in. Looking at the door as she heard it open, she noticed Meredith stood, raising an eyebrow at her waiting for her to speak.
 
 
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27 March 2007 @ 09:10 pm
It had been a couple hours since the incident between Addison and Meredith. Meredith didn't mean to hurt Addison yet Addison was in the other room in pain. If Meredith knew that that was going to happen Mer would have let Addison pull her hair and would have never striked back. Nancy still hadn't arrived yet. The plane alone took about three to four hours so Nancy wasn't expected for another hour or so. Meredith was in the hallway crying. She felt horrible. What she did to Addison. What this would do to Derek if the baby was lost. Meredith couldn't forgive herself. In the hallway Meredith let tear after tear fall down the sides of her face. Just then she looked up and saw Derek there.
 
 
27 March 2007 @ 09:26 pm

Alex had awoken that morning, his day off, with a shrill-ringing phone call from Meredith, reminding him that it was his turn on Izzie duty today. Somehow, this was his first time talking to Izzie since the bathroom...Meredith and George had talked to her more than he had...so he didn't really know what to expect. He had grumbled when he had gotten out of bed, but in reality, he wondered if he'd rather be doing anything else.

He walked up to the tree in Meredith's yard, reaching up to find where Meredith said she kept the spare key. Just in case Izzie was sleeping, Meredith hadn't wanted to wake her.

Alex let the door open (surprisingly soundlessly) and hurried inside to find the place rather spotless. He remembered what Meredith had said about the baking and figured that this meant Izzie had to be asleep. He set his jacket by the door and tried to figure out a way to feel less awkward.

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Current Location: Meredith's Front Door
Current Mood: curiouscurious
 
 
26 March 2007 @ 06:40 pm
After her comfirntation with Meredith, Callie headed down to the basement and texted George to forgot their lunch date and to just come down there. If he got the text. Last she had seen he was rushing into surgery with Dr. Bailey.

She had heard about Addison, but didn't have the guts to go see her. Not after eye fucking Mark. Why was she making such a mess out of things?

She tossed her lab coat and scrub top onto the chair, and laid down on her bed, in her t-shirt and scrub pants after kicking her shoes off.
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27 March 2007 @ 12:19 pm
Meredith had just found out that Callie told Addison something that she had no right to. Meredith paged Callie to the on call room "Important" so she would know to come immediatly. When Callie didn't come Meredith went on a hunt for Callie and found her in the cafeteria. Meredith walked up to Callie and tapped her on the shoulder.

"You, Me, Now Somewhere private!"
 
 
25 March 2007 @ 05:56 pm
Callie stood staring at the board, she didn't have another surgery until that afternoon. Late afternoon actually.

She glanced over at the clock it was only 10. Almost four hours since George had made her coffee and woken her up with it.

She headed toward the coffee cart, in hopes of stumbling upon her favorite intern.
 
 
 
Sure Addison wasn't supposed to be at the hospital today but she needed to track down Derek or Meredith. She couldn't go to Paris with this hanging over her and not telling Derek. She had to tell Derek, it was his child and she couldn't push him out of it's life. 

Rushing straight to his floor, trying his office and several of the patients room she couldn't find him anywhere. It was hot gossip around this hospital that Meredith had picked McDreamy over McVet. Getting one of the nurses to page both Derek and Meredith because if she found Meredith she was sure the intern would know where Derek was. She had the test and divorce papers in her bag. She needed closure from this. She was happy with Mark and she didn't need to make anything worse. Mark promised to stand by her and the baby. She needed that someone and she was getting that person.
 
 
25 March 2007 @ 10:34 pm
Derek was lying on one of the beds in the on call room. He had some free time and he needed some sleep. He checked up on all of his patients and he didn't have another surgery for over another hour or so. Which gave him some time to relax, maybe even catch up on some sleep. He needed the sleep. Derek was tired but he never let it get in the way of work or surgery's. During surgery he's always wide awake and alert, thats what makes him a good surgeon.

All Derek needed was just some time to relax or sleep, be alone. Away from the hospital. But he knew the second he would fall asleep his pager would go off or someone would burst in through the door because they needed him. It always happened. Thats why he can never sleep when he's working or even on call. It's just impossible because he always gets interrupted no matter what. Except he doesn't mind getting interrupted by Meredith, she's the only person who can interrupt him at any time and will not get in trouble for it. Because he loves her with his whole heart.

Derek looked down at his pager. Hoping and praying that it wouldn't go off. Derek looked up then closed his eyes. He kept his eyes closed, debating whether to try to go to sleep or just lay there and relax. He decided to just lay there and relax.
 
 
Current Location: On Call Room
 
 
Addison lay on the bed of the hotel room just looking at the pregnancy test in front of her. She couldn't that this was happening. She thought karma already hated her but this just topped it off. Holding it above her she looked at it just hoping that it would change. That if she blinked that it would change but she knew it wouldn't it was just wishful thinking on her part. It wouldn't just suddenly changed no matter how much she wanted it to. Letting one of her arms fall to her stomach while the other kept the test in the air. 

She hadn't heard the door open but she heard movement, as soon as she did she sat on the test as well as sitting up properly. She smiled at Mark and tried to act like everything was okay and she just hoped he hadn't seen the test of asked her to move in anyway.
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22 March 2007 @ 09:12 pm
Addison sat on the toilet seat of her hotel room with her diary, trying to find out when she was due on. Flicking back a week she realised her was two weeks late. That could be the stress right? She wasn't pregant. Not with that due date, because if she was someone really hated her. Looking at the date between her phone and diary. This wasn't right that something had to be wrong. Flicking through her phone book she tried to find the right person to call, knowing that Mark was out somewhere else. As her hands started shaking and tears ran in her eyes, she settled on a number. 

Pressing the call button, she lifted the phone to her ear waiting for the person to pick up. "Dammit Callie. Pick up your phone." Addison whispered as she tapped her nails against the side of the sink.
 
 
Current Location: Hotel Bathroom
Current Mood: stressedstressed
 
 
19 March 2007 @ 05:27 pm
Addison sat at the cafeteria at work, waiting. She had told Mark to meet her at 12:30 for lunch and it had been 20 minutes, it possibly didn't help that most weren't talking to her and she had snapped at everyone all day, also turning up late hadn't but her in anyones good books. Playing with her salad and she hadn't even touched her hot chocolate yet. She knew the last two days had been to good to be true and that the trip to Paris would be cancelled by Mark if she wasn't carefull and didn't stop snapping at him or keep pulling away all the time, but she couldn't help it. She had just come out of a 11 years marriage and Mark was one of the facters that had broken it. 

(Open to anyone. Possibly Mark or Callie)
 
 
Current Location: Cafeteria
Current Mood: stressedstressed